Hello..again!

It's been too long my friend. The unpopularity of this site has made me lost my ways into contacting the third party. Just like cobwebs in the corner of a room, like tumbling down into the darkness of the pit, I was lost. But all of a sudden a spark triggered a small shock, sending signals from the backbone and into my brain, and as any good back would do, the back reacted to the signal of the impulse, making my back stand upright and rigid...Only for temporary that is.

I write to you as a favour that has been accomplished, and as a gift that has not been tolerated with. I hope the reader realizes my specifics as I only wrote this post just for them. Since I have no goals to achieve in writing this post, feeds would probably be more obliged.

Now isn’t that a good intro? Whoever wrote that must be a flippin’ genius! I’m not saying I didn’t write it, but in this case I did, but just to make the readers wonder.

First of all, on rare occasions I update my blog, I’m not that kind of freak who updates their blogs everyday, which just simply tells us that whoever does is simply jobless! I was actually brought here to update it because my no.1 reader told me so! All of you, well in fact some of you will wonder who my top reader is, which I’m sure none of you will, but if this particular person checks my blog I’m sure this person will know who exactly I’m talking about ;D

Secondly, here come the updates… I’m practically in exam mode right now, just a month left until I am officially over with A-levels! Basically, by blogging I can actually practice for my English AS which I hope to score this time without having to do a commentary that was four pages long for one question! I have just done my first exam which was a week ago and that was Maths P1. Overall I thought the paper was okay, just a few silly mistakes and knowing me and my nervousness I could not think straight which may have been part of the cause for my lost marks. My next paper will be this Wednesday which is Maths P4 which is all about mechanics. Then the week after I have a week of mayhem as I have exams almost everday in that week consisting of Malay, English, Accounts and more Maths! But then after that week I have a few more papers to go and each paper gives me at least a week of reading time before the actual paper. What ruined the whole exam month is the fact that my economics exam is the very last exam for that month, not to forget that it is also in the afternoon!

Putting exams aside for a while, I surely cannot wait for these exams to finish! Goals to achieve during this holiday:

Because I will be moving to my new home in Rimba, which is a couple of houses away from Hazim and a few blocks away from Syaz. And whenever there’s a new house there will always be a party taking place! Well, more of a gathering than a party for my friends.

I will finally take my driving license too, which makes it easier for me to go out by myself without having to ask one of my friends to pick me up.

Father is also flying off to UK and you know what this means right? More new stuff! I have a whole list full of goodies that I’d like to have that you just simply cannot get in Brunei.

Adventure Club will be holding a camp out in school for three days two nights. This is simply for the juniors as we will be selecting the new members of the AJK team for next year’s batch.

I’m sure there’ll be a party, including the New Year’s event and yearly we would sleep over at Empire. Hopefully I can make it this time without anymore functions to distract my freedom.

I Hope to work part-time, I don’t know where yet but working just for the time being, earn a little cash which I could use for useful investment like travel or save up for my future needs.

Talking about travel, I may even drop by to Korea! Since my cousin is studying there it makes it oh so much easier. But, this will only happen if father lets me so for the time being, I’m just dreaming.

Last but not least, I hope to fulfill my parents’ wishes and get the scholarship that I’ve been long wanting for so badly. The scholarship is all I really need to lift up the disappointments that I’ve initiated in the past. With it, I can bring forth the smiles back onto my parents’ faces again :)

Waiting

They say 'patience is the key'. But what is the key? Is it the object we are talking about here or a philosophical matter that we cannot see nor touch? We as humans have a tendency for cutting our fuse line short, it has almost become a habit, unless if it already is when it comes to waiting. Even though waiting has it's toll but it does have it's rewards in the end, no matter what shape or size it may be, but at least you get something in return.

I have been waiting, waiting for that big reward. But the thing is i'm not sure what i really am waiting for. The reward is there right at the foot of my tippy little toes. I take one step forward and that lovely present wrapped all nicely with red shiny wrapping paper and a cute green velvet bow tied to it just magically takes two steps back.

A present, steps? Walking? I'm sure you're thinking that i'm living in my own chimeran world, unrestricted of reality itself. To say it moves; cut off it's legs. To say it hovers; wait until the hovering machine finishes it's batteries. But that could take ages. For now i think i'll just sit. Let my surroundings do the job, until other factors cause the present to come to me.

The freshly cut grass

As i take a walk in the park, countless thoughts of previous events pop up into mind as i burn them calories away. Sunny weather with a patch of clouds, what a wonderful day to lie on the freshly cut grass after your relentless walk. I'm lying there watching the shapeshifters turn from fluffy cotton candies to something that looked more like a monkey sitting on an elephant's back.

The thought that circled my mind was a rather complex situation which i would rather avoid. A blast from the past reminded me of the countless battles i've tried to reign victory over but in the end it was not worth the battles i fought for. All i got were war injuries and for nothing, not even the ideal souvenir to bring back home.

After having experienced the cold bloody war, you would think that i would stay away from another havoc, i thought i would. But what troubled me this time is having to suffer the blows as i chose to defend myself from another breakout. Since attacking did me no good hopefully defence would be the next best alternative. There is nothing else for me to do but to sit tight and monitor the progression of the war, and as an underdog, sitting down is all i can do about it

Funny

I find this utterly stupid, yet so unharmly entertaining. I was looking through Sky News's 'odd news' online and i found this video about some sort of, 'lying down game'. Apparently the craze is all over Facebook. On the other hand i did not know that it even existed, most probably because it hasn't become a 'trend' just yet in the Asian-Pacifics.

The man behind this 'new craze' is John Carden. There is a 'technique' to lying down perfectly and as John explains, "You get marks for how well you execute the move".













Right before i leave, i leave you with one more picture, i'm sure this woman would not like to lie down after her swimming suit was torn right before her swim.

Shakin' off the nausea

I sit down plainly looking up at the ceiling and I'm thinking, "What am i doing just sitting around?" Well, to tell you the truth, i don't even know myself...

After the extended holiday, school reopened and i could not help myself but to step out of the 'holiday fever'. Even if i tried it would still ring around my head and clinch onto my foot, dragging depression all over on the floor. The habit of having to wake up early every morning was excruciating pain for my eyes as it had not settled to the morning glow of the sun and the bags under my eyes were literally like bags, under my eyes.

The long three weeks of holiday took a toll on my education as school reopened. My head was fuzzing with noise, peculiar enough to take notice of and listen to other than hearing teachers talk about complex numbers or liquidity preferences. Right now my brain is trying to rejuvenate itself to recover in a short space of a week.

All i can do now is smack myself silly until i wake up to the real world, hoping that sleep was a thing of the past and endure the few months of brain pain.

Tickling Tastebuds

Every food has it's own flavour. Whether sweet or sour, it triggers an electrical pulse; tickling the taste buds and travelling it's way to the brain to determine the taste.

You go through each food, discovering new flavours which you think would satisfy your taste buds, when they would actually not. You would go to different restaurants trying the same dish as the previous restaurants you went to, to see which one can fulfill the taste bud's needs. Even if that won't help you would choose a different dish which would give you more umph to your satisfactions.

You do not however choose a dish that you are already sick of. You do not choose a dish that once you consume, it brings your desires up the first time round, then the next you get really bored of it. You would want to choose a dish that will satisfy you, no matter how many rounds you take or how many restaurants you dine at.

The moral of the story: whatever choice you make, make sure it derives as much satisfaction as you need to last you your whole lifetime.

The Bruneian Heroes!

Once again, they do us Bruneians proud, they bring back the cup and as well as the glory, congratulations on your win DPMM FC! I myself is new to DPMM as my absence from Brunei inhabited me from my national patriots. But as I took a step back into my home grounds I find myself to discover a whole new persuasion. A whole new entertainment. A whole new world. I could not have done it with the intimidation, the will and the motivations from my home players. I salute once again to my patriots for winning the trophy. Go DPMM FC!!